:: Novocaine for the Soul____________

make it wit chu

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 13:54:41 GMT

life's got to slow down for now.

on the brighter side, i've successfully kicked the nicotine habit! :D
5 days and counting...

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Tue, 03 Nov 2009 03:05:57 GMT

the tattoo trend of late amongst semi emo singaporean girls who want to be seen and heard in the electro scene but probably still need to try enough.

must have portrait of cursive swirly letters on stomach with shirt up in a semi suggestive but come hither this-is-artistic-hence-i-make-it-as-my-facebook-profile-pic pose

TATTOOS SPOTTED:

1) "sweet catastrophe"
2) beautiful disaster
3) bittersweet heartbreak

or many other smlj impressionable varieties of those sort.

those type of girls are fucking disgusting and shall receive no form of respect or redemption points

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 16:31:34 GMT

i've got to stop putting everyone above myself on top of worrying over every single thing

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 15:33:09 GMT

NO MORE ALCOHOL FOR AT LEAST 2 WEEKS

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 07:02:50 GMT

these few days have been terribly unenlightening, bleak, gray and just feeling urrgh in general for a whole good time despite the holidays.

note to self: less uptight is the new black. joy and spontaneity in others is a good influence.

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 18:17:17 GMT

symmetrical pimples above my lip

naisss

put your back on me..

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 14:21:41 GMT

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind
'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you jump,
tell me what you find
when you read my mind.

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 18:04:19 GMT

if i could only feel better

major FML to the epic core

random of the day

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 08:22:26 GMT

My doctor said that if i could tolerate a penis; i could tolerate a pap smear.

wouldn't want a heart that's been dented by you

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 16:56:24 GMT

If feeling contented with familiarity is how love's supposed to be,
I don't wanna ever be in love. ever.
not without the rush.

sumthink tells me something is hidden beneath that something something

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 00:48:18 GMT

the executive syndrome strikes! attention on the computer screen phailing as i run off to do many 'other things' instead of my assignment. sian

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 17:22:17 GMT

it's been a couple of intense lack-of-sleep nights so i was caught nodding off during class today.

the teacher woke me up from my slumber saying, "STEPH! STEPH!!! If you want to sleep in class, you should go to the library."

i still do not get the point -___-

hello sunshine you're waking up people gather round for the summersound

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 15:46:37 GMT

I hate writing when i'm not talking about my depression

It just makes it easier.

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 17:51:00 GMT

not gonna follow the fallen amicable rockstar's path by having it at my funeral.

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 10:44:41 GMT

just because noone knows what a conniving shrewd little fucker you are doesn't mean that I'm oblivious to everything you do and what you're capable of. oh, i definitely know who you are. your ploy has loose ends twisted all over. an eye for an eye.
watch out, bitch. you're going down. indefinitely.

your mother botak

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 17:15:20 GMT

I can vehemently proclaim that I'm so addicted to my dirty lil habit that i'm taking each consecutive passing day as a last in my foiled attempt to quit.

socially, i constantly pride myself in doing away with it whenever i want to without any form of hesitation with ease. right now, i can no longer scoff my nicotine-driven friends for being mentally weak or attaching one's own physical state or well-being along with it. no longer can i affirm that addiction is simply ruled by the power of the mind; and resisting by keeping a positive i-just-don't-need-it mentality would inevitably rid you from any mental obstacles.

i'm still confident i'd be able to do away with this. if i won't do it for my lungs, i'd do it for my skin. vanity is everything. just think porcelain wwh skin steph.

to whom it may concern

Sun, 02 Aug 2009 09:44:23 GMT

zero redemption points

:)

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 07:26:12 GMT

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Wed, 08 Jul 2009 10:55:22 GMT

AIYAH ALL THIS SHALL PASS LA. TEMPORARY DISHORMONY ONLY.

Wed, 08 Jul 2009 10:51:45 GMT

Intense dissatisfaction going on right now. something is terribly wrong with my emotions.

get a grip steph, get a grip.

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 10:52:48 GMT

where is my mind? what is my mind? what should i feel? where do i belong? where does my heart stand? what's the worth of it all?

displaced, dispatched, disappointed, disorientated, disassociated, dis-charming (if such a word exists)

Sun, 05 Jul 2009 05:16:35 GMT

no more, really. no fucking more.

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 06:21:24 GMT

have i really changed?

everybody bake a cake

Thu, 25 Jun 2009 18:18:50 GMT

love is not nagging

love is making fudge

love is letting go when you ~~need~~ have to

the difference between love and dependence
the difference between desires and weaknesses

CRUNKWRUNK

Sun, 14 Jun 2009 18:10:19 GMT

...but you're not helping me to help you when you insist that i do not understand.

what's a friend to do then?

which part of me do you know so well that i've not grieved before in my entire life?

It saddens me to hear you say such things cause it saddens me when you're saddened. do you get it?

now enough with the frivolous.